I knew I should have waited to get that massage. Because now I am having days where my back is just killing me. Don't get me wrong, I am not complaining, it is completely worth it and I would take back pain every single day of my pregnancy if it was necessary (though I absolutely do not want that... please don't let that happen)!! I am actually starting to notice a trend. The last workday of the week this week and last week has been plagued with back pain. Is it my body begging for the weekend to be here?
Or is it because you are tightening up like a rock in there non-stop these days? It is actually everything around you tightening up and it is called Braxton Hicks. Which are nothing like I expected them to be. I had it in my head that these would be just like real contractions, but not consistent. Nope, they are completely painless and have been occurring pretty much all day every day lately.
I have been extremely bad about taking my weekly picture this week (and last week). Mostly because I don't feel like digging through the laundry and washing those green shorts. However, I did take a picture last week in a different outfit. And as I have been mentioning in recent posts I took maternity pictures last night! I am extremely excited about them and cannot wait to see and post them.
Ever since we finished those, I have felt this peace. Oh, and the items I was waiting on to arrive in the mail came yesterday too. It is weird though, because today my stomach has been doing the rock thing even more than normal and I got this weird feeling that I should call your Daddy and have him put the bag in the truck this morning, "just in case." And I have felt a few weird pangs down there (I am not sure how to describe to where it makes sense). I am sure I am just getting antsy and will probably be looking back on this post in 4 or 5 weeks thinking, "man was I off!!"
The only thing that isn't done yet is the playlist. I know, I know. But there is kind of a reason for that. I decided that it would be very sweet and special if Daddy created the playlist. We have very different tastes in music, but I think that he will do an awesome job and I imagine that there will be a good mix of songs that have sentimental value that will bring a tear to my eye, a smile to my face, or even get a good laugh out of me when I need it most and pull us even closer while going through the delivery process. He is kind of procrastinating though... hopefully I haven't put too much pressure on him!
Let's see... you are still strengthening those lungs to get ready to make your presence known. And you are supposedly over five pounds now. Hopefully we will have a better idea on Monday morning, although those ultrasounds can be so off. Like I mentioned early this week, I have gained a few extra pounds this week, so you might be more than five pounds now!!
Speaking of, the sudden weight gain, combined with a trace of protein in my pee last appointment had me a little worried about pre-eclampsia. The nurse said my blood pressure has been fine, so I shouldn't worry. I checked my blood pressure that night and it wasn't in the questionable range, so I haven't put anymore thought to it. Just thought I would mention that since it was on my mind and we can both look back later and reflect on how crazy and paranoid Mommy was.
That should about cover it for now... until Monday!!! And I promise I will post a new picture on this post later tonight or this weekend :)
Friday, February 27, 2009
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
Less Than 1 Week
...until my ultrasound! I am very excited and cannot wait (if it isn't obvious). The only thing that would be better is if you decided to come before then! But after Thursday (pictures).
Shopping on Friday was a total bust, which had me down. I couldn't find the pump kit that I was aiming to buy at any stores and I couldn't find reasonably priced (translation = CHEAP) nursing bras and tanks anywhere. I am sure I looked funny walking around the mall because it felt like you were trying to push your way out! So after spending the morning and afternoon walking the mall, Babies-R-Us and Walmart (unrelated shopping), I headed home in defeat. I even passed on going to Target because I was so distraught.
I got online and found everything I was looking for (at prices I was willing to pay) and placed my orders. I then crossed my fingers that everything would arrive before you!! So far, so good! Somehow the pump kit arrived yesterday (fastest shipping ever, that seller gets a gold star from me) and the bras/tanks will be here on Thursday!
I am especially excited because the pump kit that I bought works with the hospital grade pump here at work for when I return from maternity leave, but it also works as a manual pump for when I am at the hospital or out somewhere (mostly in the beginning when engorged and uncomfortable) AND all the parts work with the double pump that I purchased with Austin. So if I need a pump while still at home or in the evenings, I am covered. (The dogs previously ate everything except the motor for that one).
Saturday morning I finally went out and bought the letters for your wall. I had pretty much decided there was no rush for that since you won't be in the nursery in the beginning, but I did it! AND, I even painted them and put them on the wall!! To top it all off, I finally went and bought the paint I needed to finish Austin's room... that is about where my energy fizzled out though! I realized that I needed to finish taping and I would have to get up on a tall chair or ladder and that didn't seem like a good idea, so his room is still in waiting mode!
I feel completely ready and anxious now. Of course, I have stopped having the bad back pain and any contraction-like symptoms. Figures that once I have it in my head that I am ready, all indication I am running out of time halts! Oh well, we are ready whenever you are little one!
I can't really think of any other updates, so that is all until our weekly update tomorrow!
Oh, I lied! I just remembered one other thing that is new and has me thrown off. I have been doing awesome (for me) as far as weight gain this entire pregnancy. And these last few weeks I have been gaining the suggested pound a week. But in the past couple days I have put on four pounds. I am not sure what is going on or if I should be concerned by that, but it definitely has me puzzled.
Okay, now I am done!
Shopping on Friday was a total bust, which had me down. I couldn't find the pump kit that I was aiming to buy at any stores and I couldn't find reasonably priced (translation = CHEAP) nursing bras and tanks anywhere. I am sure I looked funny walking around the mall because it felt like you were trying to push your way out! So after spending the morning and afternoon walking the mall, Babies-R-Us and Walmart (unrelated shopping), I headed home in defeat. I even passed on going to Target because I was so distraught.
I got online and found everything I was looking for (at prices I was willing to pay) and placed my orders. I then crossed my fingers that everything would arrive before you!! So far, so good! Somehow the pump kit arrived yesterday (fastest shipping ever, that seller gets a gold star from me) and the bras/tanks will be here on Thursday!
I am especially excited because the pump kit that I bought works with the hospital grade pump here at work for when I return from maternity leave, but it also works as a manual pump for when I am at the hospital or out somewhere (mostly in the beginning when engorged and uncomfortable) AND all the parts work with the double pump that I purchased with Austin. So if I need a pump while still at home or in the evenings, I am covered. (The dogs previously ate everything except the motor for that one).
Saturday morning I finally went out and bought the letters for your wall. I had pretty much decided there was no rush for that since you won't be in the nursery in the beginning, but I did it! AND, I even painted them and put them on the wall!! To top it all off, I finally went and bought the paint I needed to finish Austin's room... that is about where my energy fizzled out though! I realized that I needed to finish taping and I would have to get up on a tall chair or ladder and that didn't seem like a good idea, so his room is still in waiting mode!
I feel completely ready and anxious now. Of course, I have stopped having the bad back pain and any contraction-like symptoms. Figures that once I have it in my head that I am ready, all indication I am running out of time halts! Oh well, we are ready whenever you are little one!
I can't really think of any other updates, so that is all until our weekly update tomorrow!
Oh, I lied! I just remembered one other thing that is new and has me thrown off. I have been doing awesome (for me) as far as weight gain this entire pregnancy. And these last few weeks I have been gaining the suggested pound a week. But in the past couple days I have put on four pounds. I am not sure what is going on or if I should be concerned by that, but it definitely has me puzzled.
Okay, now I am done!
Friday, February 20, 2009
Still Cooking
The back pain subsided for the early evening, long enough to get things in order and do dinner. Afterwards while sitting on the couch watching Private Practice, folding your little bitty laundry and chatting with Daddy and Terra, it started up again.
Daddy was reminded of the events leading up to Austin's birth, and even though I tried to reassure them both that it was probably nothing, they demanded I get my hospital bag ready.
I was up most of the evening preparing my bag, printing out final birth plans, etc. And I can now say that I am ready. Mostly!
I finally went to bed and slept through the night without incident. Woke up, and so far I am feeling fine. Hopefully you decide to cook a little longer!
Austin and I are going to get a couple must-haves today. Other than that, I just need to do the play list, but I can't find my cord!! We might end up jamming to whatever is on there now, which Daddy isn't too keen on!
Oh and I just hooked the car seat up in my car and added the mirror. All set on that front! Just need Daddy to tighten it up!
Daddy was reminded of the events leading up to Austin's birth, and even though I tried to reassure them both that it was probably nothing, they demanded I get my hospital bag ready.
I was up most of the evening preparing my bag, printing out final birth plans, etc. And I can now say that I am ready. Mostly!
I finally went to bed and slept through the night without incident. Woke up, and so far I am feeling fine. Hopefully you decide to cook a little longer!
Austin and I are going to get a couple must-haves today. Other than that, I just need to do the play list, but I can't find my cord!! We might end up jamming to whatever is on there now, which Daddy isn't too keen on!
Oh and I just hooked the car seat up in my car and added the mirror. All set on that front! Just need Daddy to tighten it up!
Thursday, February 19, 2009
Birth Plan (Final)
I'd like the following people to be present during labor and/or birth:
Partner: Ben
Relatives: Janet and my Mom (Dr. La approved)
I'd also like:
To bring music
To dim the lights if possible
To take pictures and/or film immediately after delivery
Once I'm admitted, I'd like:
My partner to be allowed to stay with me at all times
Only my practitioner, nurse, and guests present (i.e., no residents, medical students, etc.)
To walk and move around as I choose
I'd like to try the following pain-management techniques:
Breathing techniques/distraction
Massage
Please don't offer me pain medication. I'll request it if I need it.
If I decide I want medicinal pain relief, I'd prefer:
Regional analgesia (an epidural)
When it's time to push, I'd like to:
Be coached on when to push and for how long
I'd like to try the following positions for pushing (and birth):
Semi-reclining
Side-lying position
Or whatever feels right at the time
I'd like:
To view the birth using a mirror if available (I think)
After birth, I'd like:
My partner to cut the umbilical cord
To hold my baby right away, putting off any procedures that aren't urgent
To breastfeed as soon as possible
If I have to have a c-section, I'd like:
My partner present at all times during the operation
The screen lowered a bit so I can see my baby coming out
The baby given to my partner as soon as he's dried - as long as he's in good health
To breastfeed my baby as soon as possible
After delivery, I'd like:
Austin brought in to see me and meet the new baby as soon as possible after the birth
I plan to:
Breastfeed exclusively
The following can be offered to my baby:
Please don't offer anything to my baby without my okay
I'd like my baby fed:
On a schedule (preferably)
I'd like:
My baby to room-in with me only when I'm awake
If my baby's a boy:
I'd like him circumcised at the hospital.
Partner: Ben
Relatives: Janet and my Mom (Dr. La approved)
I'd also like:
To bring music
To dim the lights if possible
To take pictures and/or film immediately after delivery
Once I'm admitted, I'd like:
My partner to be allowed to stay with me at all times
Only my practitioner, nurse, and guests present (i.e., no residents, medical students, etc.)
To walk and move around as I choose
I'd like to try the following pain-management techniques:
Breathing techniques/distraction
Massage
Please don't offer me pain medication. I'll request it if I need it.
If I decide I want medicinal pain relief, I'd prefer:
Regional analgesia (an epidural)
When it's time to push, I'd like to:
Be coached on when to push and for how long
I'd like to try the following positions for pushing (and birth):
Semi-reclining
Side-lying position
Or whatever feels right at the time
I'd like:
To view the birth using a mirror if available (I think)
After birth, I'd like:
My partner to cut the umbilical cord
To hold my baby right away, putting off any procedures that aren't urgent
To breastfeed as soon as possible
If I have to have a c-section, I'd like:
My partner present at all times during the operation
The screen lowered a bit so I can see my baby coming out
The baby given to my partner as soon as he's dried - as long as he's in good health
To breastfeed my baby as soon as possible
After delivery, I'd like:
Austin brought in to see me and meet the new baby as soon as possible after the birth
I plan to:
Breastfeed exclusively
The following can be offered to my baby:
Please don't offer anything to my baby without my okay
I'd like my baby fed:
On a schedule (preferably)
I'd like:
My baby to room-in with me only when I'm awake
If my baby's a boy:
I'd like him circumcised at the hospital.
A Reason for My Crabbiness?
It has become very apparent to me today that something is not right. Mind you, it might be completely in my head, but something is off.
Example 1 - I am getting horrible back pains that make me incredibly uncomfortable. I noticed it on the bus this morning and it has continued all day. What I did not realize (until marvelous Mimi pointed it out) was that it isn't constant. It comes and goes - like contractions. Crap, that is potentially a bad sign!!
Example 2 - NO ABILITY TO FOCUS. I have been having trouble focusing lately, don't get me wrong. But today takes the cake, by far. I have been up and down, at co-workers desks, eating, blogging, emailing, absolutely anything that is not what I need to be doing. Not that I can even recall what I actually need to be doing right now.
Example 3 - I am jittery as all get out. My word, I drink at least one Diet Dr. Pepper a day typically (if my doctor happens to be reading this, ignore the "at least") and I have a cup of coffee a couple times a week. My body is used to caffeine, no biggie. Yet today I have been rambling on and my mind going a million miles a minute, all on about a 1/4 can of Diet Dr. Pepper. Obviously this doesn't help with the focusing. Unless of course I was a professional blogger, because I seem to be able to come up with more topics than I am willing to bug my readers with and I could literally ramble on all day today. Be it via blog, email, IM, phone, you name... you should probably try to avoid interacting with me today just to be safe!!
What in tarnation is going on (yes, I just said tarnation... run, FAST)?!
I am very hopeful this is not anything real. Please be in my head!!! I have not packed my stupid hospital bags yet and I would REALLY like to have a chance to get maternity pictures this time around (and they are scheduled for next week, which should be plenty early enough). I did however throw the car seat into my car this morning! Didn't hook it up though. But it is there... mostly because (as I mentioned earlier) we are having dinner guests and it was just sitting in the entry driving me nuts when I opened the door. Did I mention that we have enough birthdays today?! And I haven't done my playlist! We need to wait just a couple more weeks!
There is the back pain again... trying to time it out now.
P.S. If (BIG IF) this does have anything to do with labor... I think that would mean it is back labor, and you can completely ignore my request to go without the epidural. I will absolutely have the epidural if I am having back labor!
Example 1 - I am getting horrible back pains that make me incredibly uncomfortable. I noticed it on the bus this morning and it has continued all day. What I did not realize (until marvelous Mimi pointed it out) was that it isn't constant. It comes and goes - like contractions. Crap, that is potentially a bad sign!!
Example 2 - NO ABILITY TO FOCUS. I have been having trouble focusing lately, don't get me wrong. But today takes the cake, by far. I have been up and down, at co-workers desks, eating, blogging, emailing, absolutely anything that is not what I need to be doing. Not that I can even recall what I actually need to be doing right now.
Example 3 - I am jittery as all get out. My word, I drink at least one Diet Dr. Pepper a day typically (if my doctor happens to be reading this, ignore the "at least") and I have a cup of coffee a couple times a week. My body is used to caffeine, no biggie. Yet today I have been rambling on and my mind going a million miles a minute, all on about a 1/4 can of Diet Dr. Pepper. Obviously this doesn't help with the focusing. Unless of course I was a professional blogger, because I seem to be able to come up with more topics than I am willing to bug my readers with and I could literally ramble on all day today. Be it via blog, email, IM, phone, you name... you should probably try to avoid interacting with me today just to be safe!!
What in tarnation is going on (yes, I just said tarnation... run, FAST)?!
I am very hopeful this is not anything real. Please be in my head!!! I have not packed my stupid hospital bags yet and I would REALLY like to have a chance to get maternity pictures this time around (and they are scheduled for next week, which should be plenty early enough). I did however throw the car seat into my car this morning! Didn't hook it up though. But it is there... mostly because (as I mentioned earlier) we are having dinner guests and it was just sitting in the entry driving me nuts when I opened the door. Did I mention that we have enough birthdays today?! And I haven't done my playlist! We need to wait just a couple more weeks!
There is the back pain again... trying to time it out now.
P.S. If (BIG IF) this does have anything to do with labor... I think that would mean it is back labor, and you can completely ignore my request to go without the epidural. I will absolutely have the epidural if I am having back labor!
Another Venting Post
Sometimes a hormonal woman just needs to say what she is thinking!
- Would I be a terrible person if I (just once) responded "I'm not pregnant" to someone when they look at me and ask when I am due? The thought always crosses my mind as I am walking away after politely telling them the end of March, but then I remind myself that it would be an ugly thing to do.
I would not be doing it to be mean, it just seems like it might be amusing! It really doesn't bother me that people ask. I remember being antsy for the day when my stomach was big enough that people would know I was pregnant without my saying so. I think I am just starting to develop a sick sense of humor in my last few weeks!
- Why does it bother me a little when someone refers to pregnancy as a "condition"? A man on the bus this morning made a comment about my "condition" and it just got me wondering, why do people say that? Oh yeah, this was after he said something about glowing. Let me just tell you, it was early in the morning, my head was hurting (this sinus thing is almost gone), I did not have any make-up on and I can tell you without hesitation that I was absolutely not glowing. That comment in and of itself about made me ask him to find another seat!
- On the bus note, is it bad that when I am on the bus I just want to be left alone? I don't know if it is because I am either on my way to work (which has me in a bad mood) or I am on my way home (and in a crappy mood from working all day). All I know is that I do not want anyone to sit beside me, and if someone does sit beside me, I really don't want them to try and engage me in idol chit-chat. I want to either be free to sit there uncomfortably (because of my condition) and read my Bible or sleep in peace. * I know, one would think that while reading the Bible I would be a little bit more friendly.
I am waiting for confirmation on my garage pass, because I will not be taking the bus in March. Between weekly doctors appointments and me starting to get a little crabbier, it seemed like it was in everyone's best interest for me to drive. Well... the cars around me in traffic might not agree, but I can't please everyone!
That is about it, other than the fact that you are in a not so comfortable position today and my breathing is suffering and I cannot adjust to a comfortable position and your movements could be compared to a baby animal trying to break an egg and climb out. Seriously, I am watching this happen as I type and think I should get a video camera. Needless to say, I am not having much success focusing today.
Hopefully this all passes before this evening. We are having dinner with Daddy's family to celebrate today's trio of birthday boys (Daddy, Uncle Mike and Grandpa Dan) and at this rate, I do not see myself being a very pleasant hostess!
- Would I be a terrible person if I (just once) responded "I'm not pregnant" to someone when they look at me and ask when I am due? The thought always crosses my mind as I am walking away after politely telling them the end of March, but then I remind myself that it would be an ugly thing to do.
I would not be doing it to be mean, it just seems like it might be amusing! It really doesn't bother me that people ask. I remember being antsy for the day when my stomach was big enough that people would know I was pregnant without my saying so. I think I am just starting to develop a sick sense of humor in my last few weeks!
- Why does it bother me a little when someone refers to pregnancy as a "condition"? A man on the bus this morning made a comment about my "condition" and it just got me wondering, why do people say that? Oh yeah, this was after he said something about glowing. Let me just tell you, it was early in the morning, my head was hurting (this sinus thing is almost gone), I did not have any make-up on and I can tell you without hesitation that I was absolutely not glowing. That comment in and of itself about made me ask him to find another seat!
- On the bus note, is it bad that when I am on the bus I just want to be left alone? I don't know if it is because I am either on my way to work (which has me in a bad mood) or I am on my way home (and in a crappy mood from working all day). All I know is that I do not want anyone to sit beside me, and if someone does sit beside me, I really don't want them to try and engage me in idol chit-chat. I want to either be free to sit there uncomfortably (because of my condition) and read my Bible or sleep in peace. * I know, one would think that while reading the Bible I would be a little bit more friendly.
I am waiting for confirmation on my garage pass, because I will not be taking the bus in March. Between weekly doctors appointments and me starting to get a little crabbier, it seemed like it was in everyone's best interest for me to drive. Well... the cars around me in traffic might not agree, but I can't please everyone!
That is about it, other than the fact that you are in a not so comfortable position today and my breathing is suffering and I cannot adjust to a comfortable position and your movements could be compared to a baby animal trying to break an egg and climb out. Seriously, I am watching this happen as I type and think I should get a video camera. Needless to say, I am not having much success focusing today.
Hopefully this all passes before this evening. We are having dinner with Daddy's family to celebrate today's trio of birthday boys (Daddy, Uncle Mike and Grandpa Dan) and at this rate, I do not see myself being a very pleasant hostess!
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
Weekly Update (34 weeks)
I am very excited about this week's update! Not really because there is anything exciting to report about this week, but because I just left the doctor and have an appointment scheduled on March 2nd for an ultrasound, group B strep test and cervix check! That means 1) I get to see you on "TV" in 12 days, and 2) as the doctor said today, you can come anytime after that!!
As far as this week goes, the appointment went great. You didn't want to stay still so doc could listen to your heartbeat, but it sounded good when we did hear it. He said that at 34 weeks (today) he relaxes because you would be just fine if you decided to make an appearance, which of course calms my nerves. From here on out, we will just roll with the punches. Although, he would really prefer you wait at least two weeks :)
One that note, it would be a good idea for you to actually wait until at least March 9. We are doing some maternity pictures next Thursday and I believe that we will be having a shower March 7 or 8, so we need to make it through all that first!
I don't know if it is just because there isn't really much risk now and so I am able to relax, or what, but it seems like now that we are at the thresh hold, I am not convinced you will try to come super early like I was before!
I discussed my birth plan with the doctor and all looks good. Of course, I am not asking for anything crazy and most of the stuff I will just have to go over with the nurses at the time, not really the doctor. The one thing that he said was that since my first labor went so fast, I probably won't have time to even think about most of the things on my plan. I had already considered this possibility, and I am completely okay with that... I am not one to complain about a potentially quick labor! And it was very reassuring to hear that he thinks it will go fast. Only time will tell on this one though!
I finished up the nursery (except for the name above the crib) last night, and we put together your bassinet. The final load of baby stuff has been washed. Now it is just time to pack our bags, put the car seat in and wait!
Speaking of hospital bags, I saw this post on McMommy's blog last night (funny stuff) and now I have very high expectations for Daddy when I go in to labor (see this picture). So, Daddy... study up, be ready to look handsome and you so have to talk like that!!
P.S. You should be about 5 pounds now! Probably around 17.5 inches or so. Belly pics coming tonight or tomorrow morning.
Updated March 26: Here is a very belated belly pic!! Not in the typical belly pic outfit.
Love you!!
As far as this week goes, the appointment went great. You didn't want to stay still so doc could listen to your heartbeat, but it sounded good when we did hear it. He said that at 34 weeks (today) he relaxes because you would be just fine if you decided to make an appearance, which of course calms my nerves. From here on out, we will just roll with the punches. Although, he would really prefer you wait at least two weeks :)
One that note, it would be a good idea for you to actually wait until at least March 9. We are doing some maternity pictures next Thursday and I believe that we will be having a shower March 7 or 8, so we need to make it through all that first!
I don't know if it is just because there isn't really much risk now and so I am able to relax, or what, but it seems like now that we are at the thresh hold, I am not convinced you will try to come super early like I was before!
I discussed my birth plan with the doctor and all looks good. Of course, I am not asking for anything crazy and most of the stuff I will just have to go over with the nurses at the time, not really the doctor. The one thing that he said was that since my first labor went so fast, I probably won't have time to even think about most of the things on my plan. I had already considered this possibility, and I am completely okay with that... I am not one to complain about a potentially quick labor! And it was very reassuring to hear that he thinks it will go fast. Only time will tell on this one though!
I finished up the nursery (except for the name above the crib) last night, and we put together your bassinet. The final load of baby stuff has been washed. Now it is just time to pack our bags, put the car seat in and wait!
Speaking of hospital bags, I saw this post on McMommy's blog last night (funny stuff) and now I have very high expectations for Daddy when I go in to labor (see this picture). So, Daddy... study up, be ready to look handsome and you so have to talk like that!!
P.S. You should be about 5 pounds now! Probably around 17.5 inches or so. Belly pics coming tonight or tomorrow morning.
Updated March 26: Here is a very belated belly pic!! Not in the typical belly pic outfit.
Love you!!
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
If It Isn't One Thing...
I don't know how many different illnesses I am going to suffer before this pregnancy is all said and done, but man this one takes the cake so far! Here is a run down of our weekend...
Friday I am trucking along, doing just fine and start noticing a cough. No biggie, pretty sure it is just the final goodbye of the cold/flu I had earlier in the week.
Saturday I am doing alright, but that cough seems to have gotten a little more noticeable and I kind of have a runny nose. And I notice myself being extra crabby to more poor little Austin. This is Valentine's Day and we are all supposed to be happy. As the day progresses, my throat is starting to become sore from coughing and I feel like I won't have a voice much longer. I am still convinced at this point that this is remnants of my cold/flu.
And then came Sunday. Man, I had no idea what was coming. I avoided contact with the kids at Sunday School, just to be safe and Daddy decided when he realized how weak I was getting that we weren't going to make it to service. I needed to rest. From that point on, things kept going downhill. I started feeling like I had been punched on one side of my face (not that I actually know what that feels like, but I can imagine now!!). I got to the point where I could not even chew food and could only eat soup. That night, I woke up bawling, a few times, I could not breathe, I kept coughing, and my head felt like it was going to explode or implode. I just wanted to be put under until it went away. Daddy put me in the bathroom and steamed it up and made me hot tea. Then put a vapor thing next to my side of the bed for later.
Monday, I called the doctor first thing in the morning and scheduled an appointment with a general practitioner as instructed by my OBGYN. I made it through the day until my appointment with somewhat tolerable pain. On a scale of 1-10, probably a 6. The night before had been a 10. (Just for reference, I don't think that I even considered my contractions - preepidural at 8cm - a 5) Dr. put me on antibiotics that he swears are safe for you and told me to also take extra-strength Tylenol, Mucinex, and Sudafed. On top of my prenatals, of course! I don't think I have ever taken so many pills in my life!! I was also told to sleep propped up somewhat.
So, here we are Tuesday evening and I made it through Monday night/Tuesday morning without any tears, so I am pretty happy! The only real problem today was a super runny nose and a cough that made co-workers a little worried about me. As the evening progresses though, both seem to be dwindling down. Maybe I will be 85% at least by tomorrow?!
Summary, it was a horrible few days and I would rather go back to the cramping stomach bug than feel like I my head is going to implode/explode and not be able to do anything about it.
Oh yeah, according to the doctor (after Daddy had already diagnosed me) my cold/flu had become a (non-contagious) sinus infection! I had no idea how painful those were and hope to never have another. There was a little bit of an infection in my chest too, but no pneumonia. The antibiotics will help with that as well.
Talk about a fun Valentine's Day weekend in our house!
Let's see if we can make it through the next 2-5 weeks without another illness!
Friday I am trucking along, doing just fine and start noticing a cough. No biggie, pretty sure it is just the final goodbye of the cold/flu I had earlier in the week.
Saturday I am doing alright, but that cough seems to have gotten a little more noticeable and I kind of have a runny nose. And I notice myself being extra crabby to more poor little Austin. This is Valentine's Day and we are all supposed to be happy. As the day progresses, my throat is starting to become sore from coughing and I feel like I won't have a voice much longer. I am still convinced at this point that this is remnants of my cold/flu.
And then came Sunday. Man, I had no idea what was coming. I avoided contact with the kids at Sunday School, just to be safe and Daddy decided when he realized how weak I was getting that we weren't going to make it to service. I needed to rest. From that point on, things kept going downhill. I started feeling like I had been punched on one side of my face (not that I actually know what that feels like, but I can imagine now!!). I got to the point where I could not even chew food and could only eat soup. That night, I woke up bawling, a few times, I could not breathe, I kept coughing, and my head felt like it was going to explode or implode. I just wanted to be put under until it went away. Daddy put me in the bathroom and steamed it up and made me hot tea. Then put a vapor thing next to my side of the bed for later.
Monday, I called the doctor first thing in the morning and scheduled an appointment with a general practitioner as instructed by my OBGYN. I made it through the day until my appointment with somewhat tolerable pain. On a scale of 1-10, probably a 6. The night before had been a 10. (Just for reference, I don't think that I even considered my contractions - preepidural at 8cm - a 5) Dr. put me on antibiotics that he swears are safe for you and told me to also take extra-strength Tylenol, Mucinex, and Sudafed. On top of my prenatals, of course! I don't think I have ever taken so many pills in my life!! I was also told to sleep propped up somewhat.
So, here we are Tuesday evening and I made it through Monday night/Tuesday morning without any tears, so I am pretty happy! The only real problem today was a super runny nose and a cough that made co-workers a little worried about me. As the evening progresses though, both seem to be dwindling down. Maybe I will be 85% at least by tomorrow?!
Summary, it was a horrible few days and I would rather go back to the cramping stomach bug than feel like I my head is going to implode/explode and not be able to do anything about it.
Oh yeah, according to the doctor (after Daddy had already diagnosed me) my cold/flu had become a (non-contagious) sinus infection! I had no idea how painful those were and hope to never have another. There was a little bit of an infection in my chest too, but no pneumonia. The antibiotics will help with that as well.
Talk about a fun Valentine's Day weekend in our house!
Let's see if we can make it through the next 2-5 weeks without another illness!
Friday, February 13, 2009
Lots of Pics (33 Weeks)
As I mentioned last week, I colored my hair and had it cut. Of course, I made two major mistakes.
1. I did not listen to Austin (yes, your two-year old brother) and his color recommendation because I was scared it was "too blond". So what did I end up with? What I thought was a slightly darker blond (Medium Golden Blond to be exact) and what was the result?? NO CHANGE! Honestly, I cannot tell a difference. If anything, it is darker than it started out!
2. I drove far away and had a man that has never cut my hair before and apparently doesn't know what symmetrical means cut my hair. I think the word angle was also not in his vocabulary. The desire - an angled bob that was just below my chin and somewhat higher in the back - preferably the same length on each side.
The results... one side is clearly longer than the other, and the back is no shorter than the front, except for maybe two little tiny long strands at the front on either side.
And apparently (according to husband and co-workers) there are a couple random strands of longer hair in the back that don't belong. I don't want to drive back out to him, because it is further than I want to go and he didn't listen to me when I told him at the salon that it seemed uneven. But I also can't go and spend more money to go to my normal salon. So conflicted!
Cover your eyes and run for the hills!!! It is the bare belly shot!!
I already posted all of my drama from earlier this week, so there isn't too much to update. You should be about 4.5 pounds now and around 17" long. I go to the doctor again on Wednesday. Not much else to say, you are just cooking and kicking!
I just started thinking the other day (after my 20 lists) that I need to also figure out what kind of music I want on my iPod if I am really planning on having music during labor. Not quite sure what is best in this situation. Might have to Google some ideas! It would be really helpful if you could give some good nudges when you hear something that you like and would like to come into the world listening to. Do I go Classical? Hard Rock (so not me)? Country? Rap (HAHA)? Lullabies? Just one more thing for the To Do List!!
1. I did not listen to Austin (yes, your two-year old brother) and his color recommendation because I was scared it was "too blond". So what did I end up with? What I thought was a slightly darker blond (Medium Golden Blond to be exact) and what was the result?? NO CHANGE! Honestly, I cannot tell a difference. If anything, it is darker than it started out!
2. I drove far away and had a man that has never cut my hair before and apparently doesn't know what symmetrical means cut my hair. I think the word angle was also not in his vocabulary. The desire - an angled bob that was just below my chin and somewhat higher in the back - preferably the same length on each side.
The results... one side is clearly longer than the other, and the back is no shorter than the front, except for maybe two little tiny long strands at the front on either side.
32 (and a half) weeks - With normal clothes!!
And apparently (according to husband and co-workers) there are a couple random strands of longer hair in the back that don't belong. I don't want to drive back out to him, because it is further than I want to go and he didn't listen to me when I told him at the salon that it seemed uneven. But I also can't go and spend more money to go to my normal salon. So conflicted!And now for my typical weekly pics in my typical picture outfit (which hubby thinks is ugly).
33 Weeks
I already posted all of my drama from earlier this week, so there isn't too much to update. You should be about 4.5 pounds now and around 17" long. I go to the doctor again on Wednesday. Not much else to say, you are just cooking and kicking!I just started thinking the other day (after my 20 lists) that I need to also figure out what kind of music I want on my iPod if I am really planning on having music during labor. Not quite sure what is best in this situation. Might have to Google some ideas! It would be really helpful if you could give some good nudges when you hear something that you like and would like to come into the world listening to. Do I go Classical? Hard Rock (so not me)? Country? Rap (HAHA)? Lullabies? Just one more thing for the To Do List!!
To Eat or Not to Eat
I just finished my delicious strawberry and cream cheese danish pop tarts and the whole time I was eating them (and obviously still to this moment), I was thinking about POWDERED DONUTS!
So here I am conflicted. Do I go to the vending machine a couple steps away with my trusty dollar bill that I happen to have in my purse and quench this craving? Realizing that if I do, I am subjecting myself to more cottage cheese (on my thighs). Or do I tell myself that I just had my oh-so-healthy breakfast or just ignore this voice that so desperately wants powdered donuts?
What to do, what to do!!??
I know this is a completely random post. I was just hoping that by taking the time to stop and write about it, the impulsive side of me that was getting ready to go knock over the vending machine and shred the wrapper off so I could scarf them down as quickly as possible would subside. They say that if you want something you should wait. Then if you still want it, get it.
I waited. I still want. I think I am caving. Need donuts NOW!
By the way... 33 week update and picture coming later today!!
So here I am conflicted. Do I go to the vending machine a couple steps away with my trusty dollar bill that I happen to have in my purse and quench this craving? Realizing that if I do, I am subjecting myself to more cottage cheese (on my thighs). Or do I tell myself that I just had my oh-so-healthy breakfast or just ignore this voice that so desperately wants powdered donuts?
What to do, what to do!!??
I know this is a completely random post. I was just hoping that by taking the time to stop and write about it, the impulsive side of me that was getting ready to go knock over the vending machine and shred the wrapper off so I could scarf them down as quickly as possible would subside. They say that if you want something you should wait. Then if you still want it, get it.
I waited. I still want. I think I am caving. Need donuts NOW!
By the way... 33 week update and picture coming later today!!
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
Reason Behind My Madness
Yes, there is actually a reason behind my madness. In case you were wondering why I just started posting lists like a crazy woman on a mission, it is because that is exactly what I am right now.
I went to the doctor yesterday because I thought I was having some contractions on Monday and later started experiencing flu-like symptoms. Turns out I was most likely having contractions and it probably had to do with the flu that I was coming down with! Needless to say, I have not felt 100% the past 48 hours.
BUT... the doctor didn't seem too concerned by the contractions and told me to stay hydrated and that should help and that in 2.5 weeks he will not do anything to prevent labor. TWO AND A HALF WEEKS??!!! I am not ready for you to come in 2.5 weeks!! He guessed that I probably have no more than 5 weeks left.
Soo... here I am trying to get my head around what is left to be done and do it as quickly as possible. As I have mentioned in the past, for me that means making lists!
I went to the doctor yesterday because I thought I was having some contractions on Monday and later started experiencing flu-like symptoms. Turns out I was most likely having contractions and it probably had to do with the flu that I was coming down with! Needless to say, I have not felt 100% the past 48 hours.
BUT... the doctor didn't seem too concerned by the contractions and told me to stay hydrated and that should help and that in 2.5 weeks he will not do anything to prevent labor. TWO AND A HALF WEEKS??!!! I am not ready for you to come in 2.5 weeks!! He guessed that I probably have no more than 5 weeks left.
Soo... here I am trying to get my head around what is left to be done and do it as quickly as possible. As I have mentioned in the past, for me that means making lists!
Birth Plan (First Draft)
I'd like the following people to be present during labor and/or birth:
Partner: Ben
Relatives: Janet. If possible, I would also like my mom to be there.
I'd also like:
To bring music
To dim the lights if possible
To wear my own clothes during labor and delivery (still thinking about this one, not sure what I would wear - but the gown is not my preference!)
To take pictures and/or film immediately after delivery
Once I'm admitted, I'd like:
My partner to be allowed to stay with me at all times
Only my practitioner, nurse, and guests present (i.e., no residents, medical students, etc.)
To eat if I wish to
To walk and move around as I choose
I'd like to try the following pain-management techniques:
Breathing techniques/distraction
Massage
Please don't offer me pain medication. I'll request it if I need it.
If I decide I want medicinal pain relief, I'd prefer:
Regional analgesia (an epidural)
When it's time to push, I'd like to:
Be coached on when to push and for how long
I'd like to try the following positions for pushing (and birth):
Semi-reclining
Side-lying position
Or whatever feels right at the time
I'd like:
To view the birth using a mirror if available (I think)
After birth, I'd like:
To hold my baby right away, putting off any procedures that aren't urgent
To breastfeed as soon as possible
My partner to cut the umbilical cord
If I have to have a c-section, I'd like:
My partner present at all times during the operation
The screen lowered a bit so I can see my baby coming out
The baby given to my partner as soon as he's dried - as long as he's in good health
To breastfeed my baby as soon as possible
After delivery, I'd like:
Austin brought in to see me and meet the new baby as soon as possible after the birth
I plan to:
Breastfeed exclusively
The following can be offered to my baby:
Please don't offer anything to my baby without my okay
I'd like my baby fed:
On a schedule (preferably)
I'd like:
My baby to room-in with me only when I'm awake
If my baby's a boy:
I'd like him circumcised at the hospital.
Partner: Ben
Relatives: Janet. If possible, I would also like my mom to be there.
I'd also like:
To bring music
To dim the lights if possible
To wear my own clothes during labor and delivery (still thinking about this one, not sure what I would wear - but the gown is not my preference!)
To take pictures and/or film immediately after delivery
Once I'm admitted, I'd like:
My partner to be allowed to stay with me at all times
Only my practitioner, nurse, and guests present (i.e., no residents, medical students, etc.)
To eat if I wish to
To walk and move around as I choose
I'd like to try the following pain-management techniques:
Breathing techniques/distraction
Massage
Please don't offer me pain medication. I'll request it if I need it.
If I decide I want medicinal pain relief, I'd prefer:
Regional analgesia (an epidural)
When it's time to push, I'd like to:
Be coached on when to push and for how long
I'd like to try the following positions for pushing (and birth):
Semi-reclining
Side-lying position
Or whatever feels right at the time
I'd like:
To view the birth using a mirror if available (I think)
After birth, I'd like:
To hold my baby right away, putting off any procedures that aren't urgent
To breastfeed as soon as possible
My partner to cut the umbilical cord
If I have to have a c-section, I'd like:
My partner present at all times during the operation
The screen lowered a bit so I can see my baby coming out
The baby given to my partner as soon as he's dried - as long as he's in good health
To breastfeed my baby as soon as possible
After delivery, I'd like:
Austin brought in to see me and meet the new baby as soon as possible after the birth
I plan to:
Breastfeed exclusively
The following can be offered to my baby:
Please don't offer anything to my baby without my okay
I'd like my baby fed:
On a schedule (preferably)
I'd like:
My baby to room-in with me only when I'm awake
If my baby's a boy:
I'd like him circumcised at the hospital.
Hospital Bag
- PJs
- Nursing bras/tops
- Nursing pads
- Clothes and underwear
- A comfy robe to layer over breezy hospital gowns.
- Socks/Slipper Socks
- Going-home outfit for Mom
- Sanitary pads - Don't ask!!!
- Toiletries: Shampoo, conditioner, deodorant, toothbrush, toothpaste, face wash.
- Makeup to help cover up redness, blotchiness, and post-delivery blemishes for all the zillions of photos that'll be taken.
- iPod (charged) and headphones/speaker thing.
- Books and magazines
- Pillow from home
- Lanolin cream
- Basic toiletries for Daddy
- A little cash
- Cell phone and charger
- Digital camera and video camera
- Blanket and pillow for Daddy
- Car seat, already installed!
- Layette stuff: Newborn hat, scratch mittens, several burp cloths, two "onesies," and two pairs of socks.
- Baby going-home outfit
- Nursing pillow
- Copy of pre-reg documents
- Birth plan
- Insurance cards
- Driver's license
- Laptop and charger
This is the recommended list from AmericanBaby (minus the laptop) and it seems like it will require the biggest suitcase that we have, not a little bag!!
Updated Lists!
Update 3/3/2009: I went ahead and registered at Babies-R-Us and Target because I was asked a few times if I had... and it seemed like a fun way to kill some time!!
Still Need*/Want to Buy...
Still Need*/Want to Buy...
- Scrubs for Austin (or here)
Diapers*Nursing Wrap(s)*Nursing Tops(in different colors)*Drop-In Bottles*Drop-Ins*Milk Storage Bags*Medela Lactina Select Kit*- Extra car seat base*
- Neck roll for carseat*
- Car seat mirror (for truck)
Bottle drying rack/organizerBouncy seat (because the papasan doesn't bounce)*- Ring Sling
- Graco Sweet Peace Soothing Center
- Swaddle blanket/wrap
Double stroller (would be nice)- Crib sheets (green, blue or yellow)
- Diaper changer cover(s) (green, blue or yellow)
- Pack n Play sheets
- Scrapbook
- 0-3 month clothes*
- Buy the remaining "needs"
Sort and wash 0-6 month clothes/shoes/bibsSort & box 6-12 month clothes/shoes for easy access laterCreate name letters or stencil name on wall over cribWash Blankets- Disinfect/Setup infant toys
Prepare hospital bagIdentify songs to download and put together labor playlistPut car seat bases in car along with the baby mirror- Clean house! (Ongoing battle)
- Finish painting Austin's room (can wait for maternity leave!!!)
- Austin's scrapbook/baby book (waiting for maternity leave)
Thursday, February 5, 2009
32 Weeks and counting
4-8 weeks to go! It is crazy to think that sometime next month I will probably be holding you in my arms. And with each day/week that goes by I find myself more and more anxious for that day to be here. I am still trying to cherish this pregnancy, and I am. It has been very pleasant and feeling you all the time makes me smile when I would otherwise be in a miserable mood (mainly while at work), but I am also very ready now to hold you next to me. The feeling just keeps getting stronger and stronger and I am starting to wonder how I am going to make it one to two more months!
We had our bi-weekly appointment yesterday and all was well. My blood pressure was perfect, as always. He listened to your heartbeat (he estimated about 146 beats a minute) and commented that you wouldn't stay still! Despite everyone saying my stomach is small, he said you are growing at a normal rate and that all looks good. I had gained 3 pounds in 2 weeks. I won't complain since I hadn't gained any the prior 2 weeks. Plus you are putting on at least a pound a week right now, so it is understandable. So far I am at 29 pounds gained. Hopefully we don't get much higher than that and Mommy will be a very happy camper! (I say this as I chow down on pizza rolls!!)
I mentioned the umbilical cord fears, even though I know it is beyond his (and our) control and he confirmed that it would be an act of God and there is nothing we could do. I went ahead and registered at that hospital, just to be safe and scheduled our 34 week appointment. Nothing else notable happened. All-in-all it was very uneventful.
Here is our 32 week picture! I didn't feel like taking a picture with the inferior camera last week, so I made sure that I got one as soon as the camera returned from the shop.
I am planning on dying my hair tonight and chopping a lot of it off tomorrow, so lets cross our fingers that it looks cute for next week's picture!
We had our bi-weekly appointment yesterday and all was well. My blood pressure was perfect, as always. He listened to your heartbeat (he estimated about 146 beats a minute) and commented that you wouldn't stay still! Despite everyone saying my stomach is small, he said you are growing at a normal rate and that all looks good. I had gained 3 pounds in 2 weeks. I won't complain since I hadn't gained any the prior 2 weeks. Plus you are putting on at least a pound a week right now, so it is understandable. So far I am at 29 pounds gained. Hopefully we don't get much higher than that and Mommy will be a very happy camper! (I say this as I chow down on pizza rolls!!)
I mentioned the umbilical cord fears, even though I know it is beyond his (and our) control and he confirmed that it would be an act of God and there is nothing we could do. I went ahead and registered at that hospital, just to be safe and scheduled our 34 week appointment. Nothing else notable happened. All-in-all it was very uneventful.
Here is our 32 week picture! I didn't feel like taking a picture with the inferior camera last week, so I made sure that I got one as soon as the camera returned from the shop.
I am planning on dying my hair tonight and chopping a lot of it off tomorrow, so lets cross our fingers that it looks cute for next week's picture!
Tuesday, February 3, 2009
Where is Daddy?
This post is entirely dedicated to calling out your Daddy! You see, I keep inviting him to post on our family blog and on your blog so that maybe there will be a little bit of balance. Plus, what kid wouldn't want to know what their crazy, pregnant Mommy was like from Daddy's perspective? I might be asking for it... but I am kind of curious what kind of stuff he would write too!
So, right here, in front of blogland, I am challenging Daddy to start blogging. For better or worse!
~ Mommy
P.S. We are running out of weeks for you to jump on the bandwagon here! Who knows if the crazy, Mommy of an infant and a toddler stories will be as good!! Who am I kidding, they will probably be better. But that isn't the point! Hurry up and start writing Mr. Dad!!
So, right here, in front of blogland, I am challenging Daddy to start blogging. For better or worse!
~ Mommy
P.S. We are running out of weeks for you to jump on the bandwagon here! Who knows if the crazy, Mommy of an infant and a toddler stories will be as good!! Who am I kidding, they will probably be better. But that isn't the point! Hurry up and start writing Mr. Dad!!
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